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So its been several months since I've written.. I don't even know where to begin. So much has gone on over the last couple months that its probably best I don't review everything that's been going on. I'll just talk about whats up now. Lately I've been juggling work and school once again, and we shall see how that goes after my first barrage of tests tomorrow. Honestly, I'm kinda tired of the job already. It's so tiring getting on the phones 20 hours a week now. I can't quit until mid November because I'm still trying to get my credit card debt down. I'm paying about $600 a month to the credit cards right now so that I can have some money available when it comes time to move out of Waco. It's amazing how much debt a college student can rack up after 4 1/2 years. I have a general idea of where the major expenses were, but its still taken its toll. Once I have that 45k a year job I should be able to zero out my credit card debt, but there will always be student loans. It never ends.

Well now that its already mid-September, I'm thinking about contacting back those companies in Colorado again and see if they are still interested. I would really like to take a job in Denver. I'm tired of Texas and the heat. Sure, I have family here, but my need for independence is growing. With me, its always been trying to assert my independence from my parents, mom in particular. Being my mom's only child, she can be a bit too overprotective sometimes and tries to control certain aspects of my life.. right now its mostly finances. The control issues really contribute to my continued desire to become completely independent. There are still 2 1/2 more months here in Waco, but I just want to move on with life. I feel like I'm being held back.